Disgusting Moments

I am blaming an adventure to the newly developed Legoland in Grapevine, Texas for this, but I have developed a virus in my body. I can’t swallow, my head is cloudy, and I probably smell disgusting. In times like these I am in awe by the way my live-in boyfriend still finds me attractive. I’m cute enough to know when I look terrible, and the fact that he’s pretending to be blind is definitely appealing to me at this moment.

This is also one of those moments where I miss my mother. Though that does not mean she was ever good at mothering when I was sick. I just miss the idea of having a mother take care of grown-up me. Her baby.

Unfortunately, my mother is shacking up with a loser man and disregarding the fact that she ever had children with my father, who passed ten years ago.

I know I have a lot of issues. Is this going to be one of those blogs that reminds me just how messed up I am in the mind?

We shall see. Until next time, here’s to chicken soup.

An Interesting Time

Dallas. I have lived in this city well over eight years, right after a wasted year of community college and an engagement to a jerk who wouldn’t allow me to lean on his truck. Looking back, had I stayed in that small hometown of mine, I would have ended up single, fat and poor with a lot of children. Now? I am a TAKEN, fat, poor lady with children.

See? I have improved.

First blog. I hope this is the start of a beautiful friendship.